But where the hell do we start after this one?
Etina’s big brother Fuat, six years her senior, was murdered yesterday. He was attacked on Tuesday afternoon and was confirmed clinically dead at 11:02 yesterday morning.
Trying to get Maddoc to sleep now, so that we can get through another day, hoping his little sister will get home in time from Australia before they are forced to turn off the respirator.
He leaves behind a wife, a three year old daughter, and many grieving family members and friends.
Right now I don’t know what to say or do.
There’s a hole, a big gaping hole, and seeing Etina like this is killing me.